Lighted for you

These candles are lighted for you my handsome boy. Everything will be ok I promise because I know it will be I will be praying for you and I will keep doing that till you get better. You will see me soon I promise. All of us love you and we wont let anything happen to you.

Poetry

Well most of my favorites are from William Shakespeare's work. Here are some quotes which really touched me and mean something.

Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?
Thou art more lovely and more temperate:
Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,
And summer's lease hath all too short a date . . . .

"Sonnet 18," 1–4

"What's in a name? That which we call a rose
By any other name would smell as sweet."

Romeo and Juliet (II, ii, 1-2)

Two households, both alike in dignity,
In fair Verona, where we lay our scene,
From ancient grudge break to new mutiny,
Where civil blood makes civil hands unclean.
From forth the fatal loins of these two foes
A pair of star-cross'd lovers take their life;
Whose misadventur'd piteous overthrows
Doth with their death bury their parents' strife.

Romeo And Juliet Prologue, 1–8

Why! all delights are vain, but that most vain
Which, with pain purchas'd, doth inherit pain:
As, painfully to pore upon a book
To seek the light of truth, while truth the while
Doth falsely blind the eyesight of his look.
Light, seeking light, doth light of light beguile;
So ere you find where light in darkness lies,
Your light grows dark by losing of your eyes.

Love's Labor's Lost Act 1. scene 1, 72–79

Honestly I don't know why I like poetry I guess I just see something meaningful in it something worth knowing and something to learn from. The beauty of poetry is that it speaks the soul and it calls out passion. 

Love Letter

Have you ever wonder what it feels like to find a love letter a handwritten love letter taking back to 40 or 50 years wouldn't it be wonderful. Nowadays love letters are sent on a text, an email or maybe even fax, to find a handwritten love letter is really rare. But to read a letter written by someone you love so much it feels so over-whelming to read it, it's like you feel like its written with so much passion and and I just don't know how to put it in words.

When you touch that letter you feel like he wrote that for me these are his writings and it's him. It's like it sends an electric wave through you but the best thing is that you can keep it for as long as you want and in future when you look at it, it reminds you of  why you fell in love the first place. It puts a smile on your face and its a smile not willing to fade. Modern technology has upgraded everything that we don't see how much were really missing on.

If those words of passion are written on a text who knows how long it'll last if your phone breaks down it'll be gone just like that. For me I like to hear stories that my grandmother tells me stories about how it was like when she feel in love, about her first love and her still maybe having photo's of him I find it cute. All of it was real and to hear about then and now everything is just so different. I'm sorry boys but the guy's in the past they sound like gentlemen real gentlemen with so much dedication for a girl.

Is just that when you see anyone talking about their first love you see them blank into space but when they speak its like your there with them they recall every moment of it and to see that sparkle in there eyes is just something so magnificent. I guess what I'm trying to say is that to have something that reminds you of that first time you ever felt love is really wonderful. A love letter is something extraordinary where when you read it you just feel like your back there again and those words really touch you and it's something that you cant even describe with words. 

Well I guess love is love and it's always amazing.

The unexpected

Everyday when we wake up we expect it to be a new day a fresh start. Opening our eyes to something much better in life. Lying down on the bed you feel so happy so excited to start a new day rushing everything and all of a sudden you get that feeling where you just wanna go back to bed and not wake up. You just wonder why do I feel like that where did all of it come from I wasn't even thinking about it why do I always end up this way when I think there's nothing more to worry about.

Doesn't it just kill you to feel that way the whole day like you just wish you could get out of this nightmare but you can't because your right in the middle of it. When will all of it end could it even end?. What can I do to end it? 

In life there is always a part where we feel so happy enjoying ourselves and all of a sudden you look up and there's dark clouds and you know the day ends here. You get so irritated and annoyed that it makes you mad till you cry. God why is it always like that. I've been trying to figure out why is it always that way but I cant seem to find the right answer. Life is suppose to be something magical it still is but somehow can't those dark clouds go away and never come back just leaves us alone everything is already hard enough to bare now this just please leave us alone.

Mirror

I look into a mirror, 

And I see a stranger,

Someone I do not recognize,

Her eyes seem so empty,

Like there's no soul,

Is there anything left for her to hold,

Staring at that stranger,

Breaks my heart,

Seems that she has fallen apart,

Knowing that it is me,

It shatters me,

Touching my face,

Tears start to race,

I wipe the tears away,

Hoping that there will be a new day.

Seeing eye to eye

Have you ever wonder how it feels when you look into the eyes of someone you love. Does it feel weird? Is it awkward? Will there be sparks? How am I going to feel?

If you ask me I don't know how to explain how it feels but it's really an extraordinary feeling. I may or may not have fallen in love before but watching all sorts of love stories proves a lot. Love is something really powerful the whole universe evolves around it don't tell me no one ever feel in love before. I'm sure everyone went through it once.

Looking into those eyes you feel at peace, you feel so safe, you feel like this is it, everything and everyone around just disappears its just you and that someone and those eyes to you it shows the real person the one that you know the one that you believe in is just right in front of you and that question pops into your head. What am I going to do?

Well you know what those kinda eyes are worth looking at for as long as it will last ( hopefully forever ). The future don't even think about it the heck with it you have the present enjoy every moment of it don't let it come to an end. Create amazing memories worth remembering and all of it will just fall into place.